Memories of the past knocked on my door this afternoon while I was watching pictures of the present.
A face that changes, but still beautiful and the feeling doesn't change. Well, it does change, now it's more... painful...
I been trying pills for the pain.. Talking with cute girl's and planing sex parties. But hiding behind this lies is no easy, is not cheap, friendships that I should value more than I do are now on risk.
Something big is coming, I can feel it.
Something big is near, I don't know what is yet, but I can smell it.
Could be nothing, but something big is coming.
Could be the end of this journey, but something big is coming,
My hope is not to get more hurt. It's my hope what is hurting me..
I would like something horrible to happen, something really bad, a Zombie invasion or something of that ilk.
- Doy you imagine that all this crap is just something that is needed?
- Needed for what? I was happy, that what I know, and I didn't need no imagination for that.
- But, don't you think that a positive, next to a negative, seems even more positive?
- That may be true. Who knows... Something negative seems more positive next to something really negative, thats sure..
-What's the worst?
-What is the worst thing of all this shit right now? That's and easy question, the worst is that I'm THAT stupid, that I cant even talk with her with out punishing her for giving up...And is not even her fault.
It was, It is, and It always be my fault.
